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        CECILE SARRUF

Author - Creative Writer

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About Me

About Cecile Sarruf

Cecile Sarruf is an Arab-American author originally from Southern California. Born to a mother of Syro-Lebanese ancestry from Cairo and a Midwestern father,  Cecile is the eldest of five. She holds a BA in Creative Writing from CSULB and an MFA in Creative Writing from Antioch University, Los Angeles. Her work can be found online in literary journals, as well as in print within anthologies. She is fluid in walking between East and West as a feminist, and is keen on the socio-political when standing at the edge of cultural crossroads. She also enjoys writing the occasional anecdotal essay from her personal life. Educated in the high arts: opera, piano, painting and literature, Cecile explores all means of self-expression in order to make her voice heard.

My Journey

My Journey

A writer writes -- with or without pen to page.

At three, I would sit at my mother’s feet and watch her paint on canvas.  I had no toys. I had no coloring books; just blank sheets of paper to create my own world on. I did not read nor write English until the age of six, when I first entered a parochial school. I had to unlearn French and relearn it when our family moved to Quebec. 

 

Back in California, an English teacher caught me gazing out the window and gave me a copy of S.E. Hinton’s The Outsiders. I was thirteen. I tried my own hand at writing a story and my mother snatched the notebook out of my hands, “what are you writing?” A story, I told her. With an incredulous look in her eye, she took it away. By the time I hit high school, I identified as an artist, musician and theater lover.

 

I was fourteen when I wrote my first ever piece, a short funny essay on a neighboring boy. To my surprise, the class broke out in laughter. I learned the power of the pen.

I was a two time art scholarship recipient with 100 pieces of finished artwork by the time I turned 19. I continue to paint and share my work through local gallery showings. 

Once I graduated with a master's in creative writing in 2003, I began teaching English in an Islamic school in Southeast Los Angeles. It was here that I accepted an invitation to Lebanon from a fellow teacher. Some call it luck. I call it fate. If it weren’t for Lebanon, I would not have written a full complete memoir of my experiences (which seeks publication). Today, more than ever, it speaks to the strength of the human spirit, my roots and a great people in need of voice in American literature.

By 2016, I was in a dark place and fortunate enough to become an active member of the writing community in Laguna Beach, California when joining Third Street Writers. It is here that I found comradeship and opportunity as an editor and writer for Beach Reads, a series of poems, fiction, nonfiction, art and photography. 

 

I've been an active participant in its public readings at the Festival of the Arts with my published work in Art Inscribed, an annual anthology of ekphrastic writings. I enjoy the exploration of art and writing, given the fact that I'm a visual artist and writer. 

 

Currently, I am the Third Street Writers workshop chairperson, while running writing workshops on occasion. But first and foremost is my dedication to the writing craft itself and the shaping of my own voice on the page. Below, please find an excerpt from my book seeking publication: Kitchen in Beirut: a Memoir. 

 

 "If you find a book you really want to read but it hasn’t been written yet, then you must write it." ~ Toni Morrison

                    Kitchen in Beirut: a Memoir

                           by Cecile Sarruf

                     

“The celestial realm of unrealized dreams demands we risk all.“ 

Sunlight spills through the kitchen door in the late morning hour. It is meaningful and relentless as it washes the stone flooring with its warmth underfoot. I set water to boil for Arabic coffee and I am drawn to the backdoor, which is wide open to a bustling Beirut City. Doors and windows are perpetually open in the summertime. As I step to the apartment balcony, the sun paints my face with its fierce heat. I breathe in Lebanon’s freedom and reinvention of self after over a decade of war. Today is new, tomorrow is in the making.

 

I finger the clothesline, rusty in spots, strung from one end of the balcony to the other. Sundries lazily flap in the cross breezes without regard for the asphalt five stories down. Risk -- part of the human landscape in Beirut -- anything can happen, a bombing, an assassination, an invasion, a war, a wedding. Despite this, life forges ahead with little effort to dredge up the past and sulk in its lament. Tears are left to salt the Mediterranean by the women who have lost husbands and sons to war.

 

If I close my eyes, the scent of the sea lingers in coastal breezes. Being in a continual languid state must be a practiced art for Arab women because something still struggles within me to be somewhere at some certain time. There’s a feeling of guilt that ever so slightly suggests I ought to be at an office sitting behind a desk punching the clock. In the East, there exists an internal clock, one connected to the movements of the sun and moon across the sky. Perhaps this is the reason I’ve always disliked wearing a watch. My natural inclination to follow the sun, to recognize place and time in this manner must have been deeply rooted within me by centuries of my ancestors living within the Levant, and I fall into Lebanon’s seductive embrace with ease.

Published Work

Creative Nonfiction

A Mother’s Voice, Memoir Mixtapes, January, 2024

Kitchen in Beirut, Moroccan News, February 13, 2013

Wedding in Sur, Mused: Bella Online Literary Review, Fall, 2009

Windows of Tripoli, Poetic Diversity (archived) 2006

 

Short Essay

Sounds of Music, The Laguna Beach Independent, January 2023

At the Table, The Laguna Beach Independent,  November, 2023

Culinary Surprise, The Laguna Beach Independent, December, 2022

Empty Chairs, Laguna Beach Independent, December, 2020

 

Anthologized Work:

Year of the Cat, Art Inscribed, Third Street Writers, August, 2024

River to Freedom, Art Inscribed, Third Street Writers, August, 2023

The Mimosa Tree, Art Inscribed, Third Street Writers, August, 2022

Beach Reads: Adrift, August 24, 2020

Beach Reads: Paradise, April 11, 2019

Buddha’s Betrayal, LitLaguna: The Laguna Beach Anthology of Poetry and Short Fiction, 2018

Beach Reads: Here Comes the Sun, March 20, 2017

 

Short Fiction

The Swing, Quibble Literary Journal, 2023

Ghost Fishers (audio), Third Street Writers Review, 2022

Woodpecker, Foliate Literary Journal (archived)

The Call, The Laguna Beach Independent, December 2025 (pg 18)

* Sarruf is a pseudonym and family surname.

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