CECILE SARRUF
Author - Creative Writer

About Cecile Sarruf
2026 Pushcart Prize nominee Cecile Sarruf is a second generation Arab- American born author from Southern California. Born to a mother of Syro-Lebanese ancestry from Cairo, Egypt and a Midwestern father, Cecile is the eldest of five. She holds a BA in Creative Writing from CSULB and an MFA in Creative Writing from Antioch University, Los Angeles. Her work can be found online and in print within several literary journals and anthologies. She is fluid in walking between East and West as a feminist, and is keen on the socio-political when standing at cultural crossroads within her work. She also enjoys writing the occasional anecdotal short essay from her personal life, with publications in the local local Laguna Beach Indy. Educated in the high arts: opera, fine art and literature, Cecile explores all means of self-expression in order to make her voice heard.
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My Journey
"A creative writer writes with or without pen to page."
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At three, I would sit at my mother’s feet in San Fernando Valley, California and watch her paint. There were no toys. I had no coloring books either -- just blank sheets of paper to create my own world on. My first languge was French. I did not read nor write English until the age of six, when I first entered a parochial school in Seattle, WA. I had to unlearn French and relearn it when our family moved to Quebec, Canada within a year's time.
Back in SoCal, we moved to Palos Verdes where, one day, an English teacher caught me gazing out the classroom's back window. She gave me a copy of S.E. Hinton’s The Outsiders. I was thirteen. I immediatly felt inspired to write my own stories, so I tried my hand on the page. Unfortunatly, my mother snatched the notebook out of my hands, “what are you writing?” A story, I told her. With an incredulous look in her eye, typical of an immigrant to a new country, she snatched it away. Speaking out and calling attention to one's self was not customary for a girl within her culture. By the time I hit high school, I identified as an artist, classically trained musician and theater enthusiast.
At 14, I wrote my first ever piece, a short humerous story on a neighboring boy. To my surprise, the class broke out in laughter. It was then that I discovered the power of the pen.
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I was a two time art scholarship recipient with 100 pieces of finished artwork by the time I turned 19, with a degree in fine art. After obtaining an MFA in creative writing from Antioch University, Los Angeles, I found myself teaching English in Southeast Los Angeles in an Islamic school, something I had never counted on, nor planned for. It was here that I accepted an invitation to a fellow comrade's sister's wedding in Lebanon. Some may call it luck. I call it fate. If it weren’t for Lebanon, I would not have eventually written a full completed manuscript about my experiences within the Shia Lebanese community, and my subsequent trip to Lebanon.
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In 2016, following brain surgery, I found myself in a very dark place. Luckily, I was fortunate enough to discover, and join, a vibrant writing community within Laguna Beach, California. Through Third Street Writers, I fostered comradeship and gained opportunity as an editor and author for their various publications.
Currently, I am and have been an active participant in the organization's publications and public readings.
Below, please find an excerpt from my yet to be published manuscript: Kitchen in Beirut; a Memoir Braving Cultural Crossroads
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My motto:​
"If you find a book you really want to read but it hasn’t been written yet, then you must write it." Toni Morrison
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Kitchen in Beirut; a Memoir Braving Cultural Crossroads
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by Cecile Sarruf
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“The celestial realm of unrealized dreams demands we risk all.“
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Sunlight spills through the kitchen door in the late morning hour. It is meaningful and relentless as it washes the stone flooring with its warmth underfoot. I set water to boil for Arabic coffee and I am drawn to the backdoor, which is wide open to a bustling Beirut City. Doors and windows are perpetually open in the summertime. As I step to the apartment balcony, the sun paints my face with its fierce heat. I breathe in Lebanon’s freedom and reinvention of self after over a decade of war. Today is new, tomorrow is in the making.
I finger the clothesline, rusty in spots, strung from one end of the balcony to the other. Sundries lazily flap in the cross breezes without regard for the asphalt five stories down. Risk -- part of the human landscape in Beirut -- anything can happen, a bombing, an assassination, an invasion, a war, a wedding. Despite this, life forges ahead with little effort to dredge up the past and sulk in its lament. Tears are left to salt the Mediterranean by the women who have lost husbands and sons to war.
If I close my eyes, the scent of the sea lingers in coastal breezes. Being in a continual languid state must be a practiced art for Arab women here because something within me still struggles to be somewhere at a certain time. In the East, however, there exists an internal clock, one connected to the movements of the sun and moon across the sky and I find myself more inclined to recognize place and time in this manner. I fall into Lebanon’s seductive embrace with such great ease.
Published Work
Creative Nonfiction
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"A Mother’s Voice," Memoir Mixtapes Lit, January, 2024
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"Kitchen in Beirut," Moroccan News, February 13, 2013
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"Wedding in Sur," Mused: Bella Online Literary Review, Fall, 2009​​
Short Essay/Flash
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"Sounds of Music," The Laguna Beach Indy, January 2023
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"At the Table," The Laguna Beach Indy, November, 2023
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"Culinary Surprise", (memoir) The Laguna Beach Indy, December, 2022
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"Empty Chairs", Laguna Beach Indy, December, 2020
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Anthologized Work:​
"Year of the Cat," Art Inscribed, Third Street Writers, August, 2024
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"River to Freedom," Art Inscribed, Third Street Writers, August, 2023
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"The Mimosa Tree," Art Inscribed, Third Street Writers, August, 2022
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Beach Reads: Adrift, August 24, 2020
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Beach Reads: Paradise, April 11, 2019
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"Buddha’s Betrayal," LitLaguna: The Laguna Beach Anthology of Poetry and Short Fiction, 2018
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Beach Reads: Here Comes the Sun, March 20, 2017
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Short Fiction/Essay
Woodpecker, Foliate Oak, 2017
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The Swing, Quibble Lit, 2023
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Ghost Fishers (audio project), thirdstreetwriters.org, 2022
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The Call, The Laguna Beach Indy, 2024 (pg 18)
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War Without Limbs (prose poetry), LCAD, Laguna Beach public reading, April, 2025
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Sister, Art Insribed - Third Street Writers, 8/24/2025
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​Radio interview - KXFM Laguna Beach, (hosted by John Tynan), March, 2025: "Catching Up with Cecile Sarruf"
https://kxfmradio.org/shows/everybodys-got-a-story/
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The Invitation, The Laguna Beach Indy, December 2025 (pg 19)
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* Sarruf is a pseudonym and family surname.

